We have to deal with our own
heart.You haven’t spent more than 5 minutes in God’s Word or praying
in weeks. There is never enough time to
get everything done. You
feel unworthy to even stand in front of the very people you serve. Despite the pain and difficulties, the joys
outweigh the issues. There is no way you
could stop doing this. The key is your
heart.
Whether a worship leader or a
worshiper, what you bring as an offering of worship is your greatest
challenge. We each have a battle going
on within us over what we love the most – God or something else. Anytime it is something else, we are guilty
of idolatry.
Idols are all around us – material
comforts, financial security, sensual pleasures, newest song, electronic
gadgets, reputation, power, control. We
are often just like the people described in 2 Kings 17:33, fearing the Lord,
yet serving their own Gods. We fear the
Lord externally, doing the right things on Sunday morning, yet actively serving
false gods throughout the week.
Exodus 20:3 says, “You shall have no
other gods before Me."
Mark 12:30 says, “And you shall love
the Lord your God with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your
strength.”
These verses do not mean we can’t
love anything else, but they do mean that we cannot love anything else rightly,
unless we love God first and foremost. How
do I know what I love most? Bob Kauflin
answers this way, “By looking at my life outside of Sunday morning. What do I enjoy the most? What do I spend
most of my time doing? Where does my mind drift to when I don’t have anything
to do? What am I passionate about? What do I spend my money on? What makes me
angry when I don’t get my way? What do I feel depressed about? What do I fear
losing the most? Our answers to these
questions will lead us straight to the God or gods we love and worship.”
The state of our hearts must be our
primary concern as we live the life of a worshiper.
The Heart of Worship (Matt Redman)
When the music fades all is stripped away, And I simply come
Longing just to bring something that's of worth, That will bless Your heart
I'll bring You more than a song, For a song in itself is not
what You have required
You search much deeper within, Through the way things appear, You're looking
into my heart
I'm
coming back to the heart of worship, And it's all about You all about You Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it, When it's all about You all about
You Jesus